BAWLICKYLICKY!!

Good evening children. It’s been awhile, I know and boy have I got a lot to tell you! So much so that I cannot even remember all of it so that’s it for this entry!...I keed I keed. Well lately things have been up and down, yes, like a roller coaster. School is hard and more recently, very disappointing. I failed a test that I thought I was prepared for. Now I’m in danger of failing it, which is a very, very bad thing. I’m going to go talk to my teacher on Friday though and see if there’s anyway I can pass. Also, paper writing season is starting. I have 4 papers due in a two week period or so, so I’ve REALLY got to get cracking on those. I’m going to try to get one of them completed by the end of the month, so that gives me….about a week, lol. I’m also pretty frustrated with my job. I worked REALLY hard on a program and no one came. Seriously, this was the best program that I’ve ever planned. Everything was so perfect. Also, special thanks to Katie and Kerri for helping because without them I wouldn’t have been able to pull it off, well the planning anyway. It was such an awesome and fun program, and it makes me sad that all the hard work that we put in was all for not. So much of me wants to give up. I’m tired of sucking and even when I think I’ve done enough to be prepared, I’m not. I’m not going to give up, because that’s just the way things go and I’ll just have to try harder. I guess this happens to everyone and they still make it. But still, its just a blow to your confidence and a bit disheartening when you try really hard and things don’t go as planned. OK, enough mourning, have to move on! And I have! I have two programs next week, a car maintenance program (educational) and an easter egg hunt! I made a flyer for the car maintenance program and I’m rather happy with it. Its one of the better flyers I’ve done. The program is called “Roll Out”..like the ludacris song. And the flyer says, “make sure your pimped out ride is maintained correctly!”..I rather like,lol. My Easter Egg hunt should be fun as well, it was pretty successful last year and I’m trying to make it even better this year. Hmm..what else has been going on. Last week I started reading old Myspace messages that people replied to my bulletins and stuff and I started reminiscing and kind of getting sad. I’m not sure why. I mean, these messages were like 4 years old! I guess it was just weird seeing those old things, because honestly , a lot of them were for bad things. There were a series of messages that I didn’t even remember about me not talking to my friend Lizzy (who was a very close friend of mine during senior year and after high school up until about sophomore year) because my ex-girlfriend didn’t want me to. Why did I do that?! Lol. I guess seeing things now makes me realize how silly that was, but also it reminded me that it was a pretty sucky part of life. I remember now that it was right when I moved to Lake City after I graduated high school. That was my stroll down memory lane today. Moving forward. I’m going to Disney this weekend for free! My staff did the Disney “Give a day, get a day” thing so we did Habitat for Humanity a couple months ago so we got free tickets to Disney. Sweet! That should be fun and I’m excited for it. But after that its nose to the grindstone for basically the rest of the semester! Papers, papers, papers and more papers will be written from now until finals. I’ll be really happy when this semester is over. I need a place to live! I’m excited about living off campus and I REALLY hope that I can live in a place all by myself. I wouldn’t mind living with someone, but there aren’t many people that I could stand living with,lol. It’s not them, its me. I just like to have my space. I like going home and not having anyone else there. I like going into my room and knowing that I can just lay down and no one is going to bother me,lol. Well, I think I’ve given you enough fat to chew over. Good day all

Love,
dan