Someone let the air out of my balloon..

...and now I have no motivation to do much of anything, school work or RA work. I feel deflated, last week is what did it. I BOMBED both my midterms. They are both worth 20% so we'll see how everything else goes. I only need a C, as long as I pass I'll be happy. Sorry for not posting yesterday, I didn't switched desk hours with Stephen. I'll be taking his shift tomorrow instead. I am quite tired today, I'm probably going to go take a nice nap after this. Oh, I did get a B on my book review and I'll probably get the same grade on my oral history project as well, I haven't presented yet, but I will on Thursday. I've got a program tonight that should be fun. It's an educational with Veronica. It's about sustainability and we are going to build bridges out of stuff that you can recycle. I want Virtual Drumline 2. I want to try to start writing music. I've been thinking of some cool licks that I think we can play. I've really got to work hard the rest of the semester if I want to pass and stay on track to graduate at the end of the summer. I want to get out of Florida if I go to grad school, I'm thinking West Virginia. I want get out of Florida to see why people come here. Does every other place suck so bad? Is that why people flock to South Florida? Plus, I'd like to go to someplace that is historically rich and West Virginia seems like a cool place. Oh, and I'd like to go somepace that has an established football progam,lol. I've been to a place that is just starting out, I'd like to go someplace that is just the opposite of that. I can't believe that I could be graduating college soon, that's just plain ridiculous. What am I going to do after that? I'm not really scared about it or anything, its just weird to think that I am going to be solely responsible for my well being, for the most part anyway. Oh, well I'm sure that you are wondering how my gator hunt went. Well, we didn't get one. It was just had the worst luck this year from hunting during a full moon (somehow it affects everything in nature) to losing harpoons to 20 mph winds blowing us all over the lake. I could tell you the entire story, but I don't feel like typing that much. Long story short, we hooked one, harpooned it, my brother went to bangstick it, he didn't hit it hard enough so the bullet didn't go off and the gator took off and then the harpoon came out. Game over. It was 3:00 AM, about 45 degrees and blowing about 20mph winds. It was time to go home. Too bad, there's always next year. And yes, Isabella is still as cute as ever. The Five Iron Frenzy DVD is coming out "this winter" and I'm VERY excited for it! I went back and read one of my blogs and I REALLY jump from subject to subject,lol. I put up my Christmas lights in my room last night. I know its only October, but I love Christmas and it just felt right. I can't wait until Thanksgiving weekend when I'll buy my tree! Well alrighty, I guess I've bored you enough.

Love,

Dan